because everyone needs some destiel fluff after last night.

but seriously why did Cas still not get a hug

things that I am holding on to right now:

• misha will be in two more episodes this season
• it really was a safe place and what else could they do?
• meg has something up her sleeve? even if you don’t trust her this could be a plot point to come back to AND BACK TO CAS
• sam winchester is perfect
• castiel did redeem himself
• he did remember everything
• he got the trench coat back- dean kept the coat! even though they changed cars! asldkf
• who actually believes those two will leave him there indefinitely? they have to go back to him- they’re winchesters and he’s family and we all know how winchesters are about family

I just don’t want to give up hope that he’ll be back or that they’ll go back for him because if I did idk if I could even watch the next few episodes

this fucking show goddamn it

Anonymous asked: I've been reading you flailing all over my dash, this evening. I don't watch Supernatural, but I wanted to let you know that *hug* it'll be okay ; __ ;

you are so sweet. so sweet. i just. ugh. shows that fuck you over completely with the emotions and I’m sorry for the spam, I really am, but UGH

seriously thanks though

so I just spent the last five minutes screaming into a pillow

They just
And
No
I can’t deal
Ahshdjdjdhd
Sobbing

it’s still all bloody
I literally am crying

THE TRENCHCOAT!
SOBILFJSHSUSHDK

SOMETHING INSIDE ME IS TWISTING PAINFULLY
I DON’T KNOW WHAT IM FEELING
JUST
CAS
AUGSKDMDNDSIIISJKSHSGS

AAAAHAHHHHSKDHEJEDKXDFKCJJ. AGGHHHHDKDKFNDJDKFJDJDJDNDNXJKSJ!!!!!!!!

I don’t remember you
Dead
I am dead

IS THAT A FLIRTATION

Ugh and Cas is just EXACTLY THE SAME